I feel that the Lord had a plan for me while I was here. Most of the week I was trying too hard in my flesh, afraid that I would be misunderstand or just miss whatever God had for me.
Julie shared with me that I do connect with the Lord in short spurts and that would grow and become deeper as I walk through. He will sort out every weed or plant that He has not planted. My value is coming back and my trust is growing.
I came with a crushed spirit, loss of hope and expectancy of good things from God, withdrawn, unhappy, living a life without God’s comfort, peace and joy. I had difficulty relating to and bonding with others. Through personal and group ministry, the revolutionary teaching and fellowship, I slowly began to unwind and reach that place where I met with God and was able to allow Him to bring His healing touch to deep wounds.
My relationship with God is now resting on a firm/biblical foundation. I have renewed hope and fresh winds in my sails. There will always be challenges, trials and difficulties in this fallen world but I live with "El-Shammah, the God who is there" and He will never forsake or abandon me.